I have not posted in a while. I couldn’t.
I lost my endeavor. I didn’t feel like it.
Besieged is how I have felt. Priorities I carefully chose suddenly began to compete for my energy. The necessities of participating in life (and moments of trying to figure it out what was happening) made even the creative possibilities I set in motion impossible.
I was deprived of clarity.
It happens all of us. Life is like that.
So I began days not with a to-do list but no list at all.
The space that allowed was not my undoing but my deep privilege. It’s been 7 months.
Ambushed by Desire
What hit me was an intense longing.
I wasn’t unhappy. In fact, life was good. (more…)